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Alhaitham ([personal profile] justscribing) wrote2025-11-08 10:19 pm

Pestilentem PC: Cantarella

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[personal profile] physalia 2025-11-09 11:30 pm (UTC)(link)
[She's not sure what she expects when she enters the library. That it offers really nothing new is... well, maybe that's what she was expecting all along.

Cantarella passes by the computer station and joins him by his reading cubby.
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Surprised that anyone else would come here?
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[personal profile] physalia 2025-11-10 04:26 am (UTC)(link)
That I walked up those stairs mere hours ago and found nothing of what was "truly" there irks me beyond belief.

[Which, although she says it, might be difficult to tell just from her tone. Cantarella is zipped up quite tightly, though her voice may be honest. She's inscrutable, as if she's holding herself rigid.]

After all your group encountered here the other night, I wondered if anything might have lingered—a feeling, a noise; anything. It just seems the veil has been drawn again.

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[personal profile] physalia 2025-11-19 06:15 pm (UTC)(link)
[After all their intermittent passings in the library, she's not surprised to find him here now that another source of reading material has opened up to them. This one also has the benefit of being better organized and more focused.

There's nothing funny about the situation, but his irritable swat at the invisible irritant and the delayed reaction is enough to elicit a small and humorless smile from her. Lost, dazed, confused; seeing and hearing things that aren't actually there... They look mad.
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These sorts of disruptions are liable to make us lose our minds.
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[personal profile] physalia 2025-11-20 01:31 am (UTC)(link)
[She is! What would possess someone to wear a boob window, or three-quarter sleeves, or a v-neck, in weather or conditions like this?]

Indeed, I have. And never fully there... a cacophony of whispers to create as much noise as possible. I'll take more than that to deter me.

[But her throat moves a little as she swallows around it.]

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w3, tuesday

[personal profile] physalia 2025-11-25 11:40 pm (UTC)(link)
[There are so many little alcoves filled with books and study materials that, occasionally, finding people who thrive in those areas can be a bit daunting.

Cantarella tries a few of her own more usual haunts before she finally discovers Alhaitham in the study, a place she spends a little less of her time. Should it surprise her to find him there? It almost does.
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What's this I've been hearing about you sneaking around dangerous places to put some pressure on this realm? [She smiles, a little bit knowingly. She's definitely heard his invitation to discuss before.]
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[personal profile] physalia 2025-11-26 12:47 am (UTC)(link)
[There's no denying that the danger is always at the forefront of Cantarella's mind, as well. The letters last week only proved that they are ripe for observation as if living under a glass dome.]

That depends. [You can take the cat features out of the Alhaitham, but it's impossible to remove them from his personality, isn't it? Cantarella herself takes a prim seat, swinging one leg crossed over the other.]

That depends. Where are you looking, and for what?
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[personal profile] physalia 2025-11-26 07:15 pm (UTC)(link)
Sage said she saw "nothingness" in spots of the chapel and the museum both. We might have just about picked the chapel over, but the museum...up until now, it's resisted any attempts to enter.

[Once again, Cantarella has to wonder if "museum" is even the right thing to call that empty, blank facade.]

I, for one, would also like to know what happens when we are all contained and lulled into false slumber.

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w4 probably backdated? to? like monday?

[personal profile] physalia 2025-12-04 02:23 am (UTC)(link)
[Cantarella feels like she's fighting to puppet her own body. Her paths are erratic, and her steps often feel out of her control. It's such a small thing, but it's come the closest to finding a crack where everything else simply needed to be addressed with quiet resilience.

She looks unusually tired when she finally manages to both locate and make it to whichever study is Alhaitham's current roost.
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You're a difficult man to find. [Everything is hard to find right now.] So time has been robbed from me. Can you hear and see all right at the moment? [Just making sure.]
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[personal profile] physalia 2025-12-04 02:38 am (UTC)(link)
[Then he was doubly difficult to find this week, and with her wet shrug removed and hung up somewhere safely, Cantarella sits in one of the uncomfortable work chairs, crossing her legs.]

Lobelia suggested I speak with you regarding his circumstances and our own, as a "reliable source."

[And he honestly might have been right to do it. The trouble she has being direct with him isn't reflected in her interactions with Alhaitham.]
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NEVERRRRRR MINNDDDDDDDDDDD THIS HAS TO BE LATER IN THE WEEK FOR REASONS

[personal profile] physalia 2025-12-04 02:58 am (UTC)(link)
[Cantarella stills. Her fingers lace together. She uncrosses and re-crosses her legs.]

I was concerned about the dreams. I suspected he was sleeping very poorly.

[And she was regrettably right in the very worst ways. Despite her poise, there's the sense Cantarella is hard scrolling in her mind at the moment, combing behavior not just of one researcher, but four.]

He's denied treatment? Why, when Victor and I could have-- Or...has already started it, and we're running out of time?

cw suicidal ideation

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[personal profile] physalia 2025-12-09 01:08 am (UTC)(link)
[The start of a plan exists, but there are still plenty of shadows and gaps to be filled in. That seems to be Cantarella's focus now as she's messing idly with different formulas and recipes.

She has a still calmness to her, but it's like a puddle over a hole in the earth. It's hard to tell what's beneath it or how deep it runs.
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I did. Now all that is to be done is to manifest those sweet dreams of success into reality.

[They have a big storm coming in this laboratory.]
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[personal profile] physalia 2025-12-09 03:37 am (UTC)(link)
It is to me.

[Alhaitham would normally be right, but Cantarella's dreams have never not been a scramble through the briars.]

We've gotten consistent results on sedatives. I thought I'd put my revision attempts into the next useful formula and work my way down. [She actually intends to raise that with the researchers to see what's possible.]

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